So It Begins

I always hate the first post, and the beginning of something new. It looks so lonely and pathetic to have just one or two little blurbs. But, I guess things have to start somewhere. If you came here through Blogger links or surfing or something like that, instead of by the website, you may want to visit the website to get the story that explains the name of this blog. Basically, I'm broke because of being out of work for about two weeks, due to the hurricanes we had here in Florida. I put up a "cyberbeggar" page, after applying for loans and searching for help with no luck, in the hopes that some kind souls of the internet would send me donations or loans, to help me get back on my feet, and recover from these debts. I feel kinda like scum for having to ask for help, because it's not something I've ever done before. I've always been very self sufficient, and just managed the best I can, but this time I can't seem to get ahead. I can't get caught up, and I'm going slowly down hill financially. I support myself, my disabled boyfriend (while he was going to school), and my 3 dogs and 2 cats, and I've been doing okay, but now I've had to take a second job With that I will probably be able to eventually catch up and get back on my feet on my own, but if I have to wait until I earn the money to pay these debts on my own, in the meantime I'm slipping farther and farther into debt, and backsliding in my progress in cleaning up my credit and stuff, and I'm struggling to make the rent and buy food and stuff. It's killing me, and it's depressing as hell. Well, anyway, anyone who reads this, if you have a dollar or two and don't mind helping someone who is trying to help themselves, and doing everything they know how to stay afloat, I'd appreciate it alot. If not, then maybe go ahead and visit the website anyway, cuz maybe you'll find something there that interests you.